Moving forward.

I haven't posted anything for a while. Nick has just left for his 2nd deployment and we are coping...slowly. I don't remember it being this hard the first time but we didn't have Zachary either. But we are putting 1 foot forward everyday and making it work. I have my days but I am hoping that those will start becoming few and far between. I will make this work, not for only myself but for Zachary. It is very important to me that his little life is rattled as little as possible. I'm glad that I have the support of my family and friends. I know now that family and friends will be what support me and keep me up. It's so hard for me to ask for help; I don't do it. But I am realizing that if I do need to ask for help, I know where to go.